About The Book

She ran to people who couldn’t save her. She reached for substances that promised relief but delivered chains. Every turn led deeper into the dark. Loneliness became familiar. Fear became a companion. And when the voices called, she answered — trembling, not knowing the cost.

This is the story of a woman chasing escape and finding herself pursued instead.

Just when the darkness seems permanent, when the running feels endless, something happens — not because she was strong enough, but because she was finally caught. 

FROM THOSE WHO READ IT

"A BOOK YOU CAN'T PUT DOWN" - STACY RUTH

Reviewed in the United States on June 18, 2025

Format: Hardcover
Annetta walks you through real vulnerable areas of her life that felt so dark. She reveals what the enemy tried to do many times but in the end, you clearly see what God has done to restore her! She brings hope, faith and deep trust to the table of the reader. Many can relate to different parts of her life and realize they are not alone in their struggles. Most of all, the message is clear…Jesus is the ultimate answer, no matter what you face.

"It’s all because of the good news of God!"- F Wentz

Reviewed in the United States on June 26, 2025

Format: Hardcover
Annetta gave us a wonderful glimpse into her testimony from childhood until now. She came
out of the darkness to the light , healing , hope , deliverance and a new life with Christ ! Thank you for your transparency and sharing your story with all of us. What a gift ! God bless you as you inspire others in their walk with Christ and they see your sincere heart .

" God is pursuing us and guiding us back to him no matter how far we've strayed." - Anita Llewellyn

Reviewed in the United States on July 24, 2025

Format: Hardcover
This book was an amazing read. I couldn’t put it down. She shared her heart and trials and how God always was there to guide her. So relatable to my struggles and how God always pursued me no matter how far I strayed and lovingly called me back.

"A powerful testament to God's faithfulness in our darkest hours." - Jodi Whicker

Reviewed in the United States on July 3, 2025

Format: Hardcover
Annetta Caldwell's deeply personal testimony is a raw and compelling account of one woman's journey from the depths of despair to the heights of God's grace. Her story begins in childhood, where lies about her worth and value took root, leading her to believe she had no significance.

Annetta doesn't shy away from the difficult details of her struggle. She writes with unflinching honesty about the fear and anxiety that dominated her life, and how Satan's lies nearly destroyed her sense of self-worth. Yet this isn't merely a story of struggle—it's a powerful testimony of how God reaches into our lowest places to offer hope and redemption.